From now on when I tumbl while doing homework I shall use this account
No following anyone on this account so I must stay focused. Have to step up my game. I feel myself slipping and I just cant. I have to do this. Not only for myself but to prove everyone else wrong.
Why the hell should I have to suffer
Because the two freshmen arent doing that well? They can always drop the class and do a different one. I cant. I have to do well. Its too late for me to do a different one.
I don’t know which tumblr to post on.
The other ones so public but like people are finding it and saying shit. Like WTF? It’s tumblr calm your tits.
I have that one moment on replay in my head.
So earlier today I got totally bitched at. For like no reason. The girl just snapped and started bitching at me out of no where… And I have a good idea why too.
First of all I wasnt yelling at her I was yelling to get her and her teammates attention to figure out what the fuck was going on. So dont bitch at me to go yell at your teammate instead of you. You both still had a miscommunication thats your fault. How was I supposed to know? I’m not on your fucking team. Second of all you bitching at me out of no where and it had nothing to do with the game. We both know that. You obviously dont understand you have no right to be jealous or bitch at me. I mean if you hadnt acted the way you did maybe then things would be different. And you also have the wrong idea I am not trying to “move in on ‘your’ man” Not even close. I have a boyfriend and he knows that. We’re just friends so dont get the wrong idea. Thats what happens when you let jealousy get the better of you. Third of all you have no claim over him. No claim at all. You guys didnt even go that far. You only got as far as playing games and totally flirting. But nothing more. The reason why you only flirted is because he knows its wrong because YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND. So you dont even have any right to be jealous and shouldnt be even flirting and toying with other guys. I mean what the hell are you trying to do here? And obviously he isnt going to fight for you when you have a boyfriend.
So dont go bitching at me when he isnt your man. When you have a man and shouldnt even be jealous. When you dont even have your facts straight.
Cause this loser knows I like sleeping in his hoodie xD
| Me: | lol you'll get your hoodie back soon it doesnt smell like you anymore D: |
| Him: | cause you probably sleep with it every night XD you absorbed all my smell |
| Me: | OL i do not sleep with it everynight! |
| Him: | fine every other night |
| Me: | PSSH |
| Him: | lol |
I feel as if I just have no idea how to express myself anymore
I sit here staring at my computer screen, tons of thoughts running through my mind, unable to type out what I want to say. I sit here stumped on how to put everything going through my mind out into words. I just dont know how to express myself anymore.
Tatoos
| Evelynn: | i might just get a tat (: |
| Him: | NO | not even a fake 1 |
| Evelynn: | ROFLFMAO | really now? |
| Him: | lol | yes not even a fake 1 |
| Evelynn: | WHY CANT I GET A FAKE ONE? |
| Him: | if u get a fake 1 and like it then u might want to get a real 1 | NO | i forbid |
| Evelynn: | NOOO | YOU CANNOT FORBID THAT | ITS GOING TO BE LIKE MARKERS | LOL | but special body markers | AND AND AND YOU CANNOT FORBIT |
| Him: | I FORBID |
| Evelynn: | FORBID | ITS BASICALLY MARKERS |
| Him: | NOPE |
| Evelynn: | I NEVER SAID YOU COULDNT DO FAKE TATS |
| Him: | u wouldnt even let me draw it with marker. . . |
| Evelynn: | DO YOU KNOW HOW TOXIC SHARPIES AND REGULAR MARKERS ARE? | and if you get it and really like it you're going to want a real one even more | and what if you mess up? | SEE IM THINKING ABOUT YOU | and its going to be body markers or henna or something liek that |
| Him: | nope nope nope |
| Evelynn: | BUT BUT BUT | ITS TO SUPPORT MY JR PROM | WHY CANT I? | YOU CANT FORBID IT! |
| Him: | NO I FORBID |
| Evelynn: | WHY?!!?! |
| Him: | YOU MIGHT LIKE IT AND GET A REAL ONE | IM JUST THINKING OF MY PRINCESS HERE |
| Evelynn: | but but but | its going to be my fellow classmates drawing them! | and itll come off | eventually.... |
| Him: | NO |
| Evelynn: | WHAT IF THEY PEER PRESSURE ME | and all? | WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY |
| Him: | NO tell them cuz i said so |
| Evelynn: | BUT BUT BUT | the whole point of this halloween thing is to support LSA Prom and Escape | how would it look if I DIDNT support Jr Prom? |
| Him: | i no theres other ways to support it |
| Evelynn: | LIKE WHAT? |
| Him: | idk not my event |
| Evelynn: | see | what if they run out f food by the time I get to go and enjoy the event | and like the lines for games are too long | WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO TO SUPPORT THEM? |
| Him: | hmm |
| Evelynn: | all thats left are henna/body marker tats |
| Him: | LOL NO | NICE TRY |
| Evelynn: | WHAT IF THEY NEED TO TEST IT OUT ON SOMEONE SOME TIME THIS WEEK AFTERSCHOOL | while we're preparing |
| Him: | they can pik another person |
| Evelynn: | what if everyone else is busy? |
| Him: | BS |
| Evelynn: | WHAT IF ALL OF LOWELL ESCAPE GETS THEM | TO MATCH |
| Him: | NAH |
| Evelynn: | WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THEN> |
| Him: | NOT GET ONE | CUZ THTS NOT GONNA HAPPEN |
My Dash doesnt look right without
that link to messages. I dont know why it just doesnt…
